So two years ago today I lost a loved one. I always tend to forget that I’ve lost a loved one because I still just think he’s over seas, so when I get reminded I always feel .. (I don’t know what to call it..).. Awkward? Yeah, I guess awkward. Like I don’t necessarily get sad, it’s like I just get in a thinking mood. Not that I don’t miss him. I do miss him. Terribly. It’s just like I said, I tend to forget til I’m reminded and I feel terrible for that. I feel like a terrible person for forgetting. I don’t know, these days are just weird for me. ..
+You think you can make it rain I make a hurricane with the dro
+Marriage.
“When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
(via zombiesailor)
++I have a boyfriend who mails me his hoodies to keep me warm at night and remind me of him. Who talks to me every night until I fall asleep mumbling on the phone. And he wakes up in the middle of the night just to call me in the morning to wake me up for school. When I’ve had a long…